( this ride that takes me through life )

[alexandra harlett]

alex.

scream scream scream the way you would if i ravaged your mind .

twenty two • bartender • human • bloody past • hot headed • barely making it through life

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r e d s h i f t 's melting.
'me and friends don't get along.'

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me under false pretenses; how long before you let me go? you set my soul light CLOSEFRIEND
you set my soul light. redshift’s melting in the dead of night and the superstars GOODFRIENDS
sucked into the supermassive. redshift’s melting in the dead of night and the AVERAGEFRIENDS
superstars sucked into the supermassive. i thought i was a fool for noone. oh PARTNERSINCRIME
baby i'm a fool for you. you're the queen of the superficial and how long before OTHERHALF
you tell the truth? you set my soul light. you set my soul light. redshift’s melting INSEPERABLE
in the dead of night and the superstars sucked into the supermassive. redshift’s LIKEFAMILY
melting in the dead of night and the superstars sucked into the supermassive. ACQUAINTANCES
supermassive black hole. supermassive black hole. supermassive black hole. CHILDHOODFRIEND
supermassive black hole. redshift’s melting in the dead of night and the superstars FRIENDOFAFRIEND
sucked into the supermassive. redshift’s melting in the dead of night and the ONANDOFFFRIEND
superstars sucked into the supermassive. redshift’s melting in the dead of night ENEMIESTURNED
and the superstars sucked into the supermassive. redshift’s melting in the dead of SECRETFRIENDS
night and the superstars sucked into the supermassive. supermassive black hole. SAMECLIQUE
supermassive black hole. supermassive black hole. supermassive black hole. CONFIDANT
oh baby don’t you know i suffer? oh baby can you hear me moan? you caught CIRCLEOFTRUST
me under false pretenses; how long before you let me go? you set my soul light PARTYBUDDIES
you set my soul ight. redshift’s melting in the dead of night and the superstars DRINKINGBUDDIES
sucked into the supermassive. redshift’s melting in the dead of night and the ATTACHEDATTHEHIP
superstars sucked into the supermassive. i thought i was a fool for no-one. oh BESTGUY
baby i'm a fool for you. you're the queen of the superficial and how long beforeBESTGIRL
you tell the truth? you set my soul alight. you set my soul alight. redshift’s melting JUSTMET[/ul][/size]

d r e a m i n g i'm alive.
'you're such a fucking dick and i hate that i love you!'

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in and turning inside out because i want it now, i want it now. give me your heart MUTUALHATRED
and your soul and i'm breaking out. i'm breaking out. last chance to lose control IHATEYOU
yeah it's holding me, morphing me, and forcing me to strive to be endlessly cold YOUHATEME
within and dreaming i'm alive because i want it now, i want it now. give me your MUTUALDISLIKE
heart and your soul. i'm not breaking down; i'm breaking out. last chance to lose IDISLIKEYOU
control and i want you now. i want you now. i'll feel my heart implode and i'm YOUDISLIKEME
breaking out. escaping now. feeling my faith erode. it's bugging me, grating me RIVALS
and twisting me around, yeah i'm endlessly caving in and turning inside out because FRIENDLYRIVALS
i want it now, i want it now. give me your heart and your soul and i'm breaking DISTRUST
out. i'm breaking out. last chance to lose control. yeah it's holding me, morphing BACKSTABBED
me and forcing me to strive to be endlessly cold within and dreaming i'm alive JEALOUSY
because i want it now, i want it now. give me your heart and your soul. i'm not BYASSOCIATION
breaking down; i'm breaking out. last chance to lose control and i want you now. ENEMIES
i want you now. i'll feel my heart implode and i'm breaking out. escaping now. ANNOYANCE
feeling my faith erode. it's bugging me, grating me, and twisting me around AVOIDANCE
yeah i'm endlessly caving in and turning inside out because i want it now, i want TOLERANCE
it now. give me your heart and your soul and i'm breaking out. i'm breaking out. INDIFFERENCE
last chance to lose control. yeah it's holding me, morphing me, and forcing me to ALLFORSHOW
strive to be endlessly cold within and dreaming i'm alive because i want it now, i FRIENDSTURNED
want it now. give me your heart and your soul. i'm not breaking down; i'm breaking CHEATEDON
out. last chance to lose control and i want you now. i want you now. i'll feel my FAKEFRIENDS
heart implode and i'm breaking out. escaping now. feeling my faith erode. SCAREDOF[/size][/ul]

b o u n d and restricted.
'i'm sorry, but i'm having issues with the whole "just enemies" thing.'

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you're something beautiful; a contradiction. i wanna play the game; i want the CURRENT
friction. you will be the death of me. you will be the death of me. bury it. i won't FUTURE
let you bury it. i won't let you smother it. i won't let you murder it. our time is INLOVE
running out. our time is running out. you can't push it underground. you can't MUTUALCRUSH
stop it screaming out. i wanted freedom; bound and restricted. i tried to give CRUSHONYOU
you up but i'm addicted now that you know i'm trapped sense of elation you'd CRUSHONME
never dream of breaking this fixation. you will squeeze the life out of me. bury it PASTGOODTERMS
i won't let you bury it. i won't let you smother it. i won't let you murder it. our PASTBADTERMS
time is running out. our time is running out. you can't push it underground. you PASTOVERIT
can't stop it screaming out. how did it come to this? ooooohh. you will suck the PASTCHEMISTRY
life out of me. bury it. i won't let you bury it. i won't let you smother it. i won't FLEETINGGLANCES
let you murder it. our time is running out. our time is running out. you can't push FLIRTING
it underground. you can't stop it screaming out. how did it come to this? i think DENIEDFEELINGS
i'm drowning; asphyxiated. i wanna break this spell that you've created. you're ONANDOFF
something beautiful; a contradiction. i wanna play the game; i want the friction. LUST
you will be the death of me. you will be the death of me. bury it. i won't let you FUCKBUDDIES
bury it. i won't let you smother it. i won't let you murder it. our time is running out. ONENIGHTSTAND
our time is running out. you can't push it underground. you can't stop it screaming FLING
out. i wanted freedom; bound and restricted. i tried to give you up but i'm addicted SEXUALTENSION
now that you know i'm trapped sense of elation you'd never dream of breaking this FWB
fixation. you will squeeze the life out of me. bury it. i won't let you bury it. i won't EWB
let you smother it. i won't let you murder it. our time is running out. our time is ATTRACTION[/size][/ul]

c h a s i n g your starlight.
'blood is thicker than water? one problem; i seem to be missing my blood.'

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people who care if i live or die. starlight. i will be chasing your starlight until OBSESSION
the end of my life. i don't know if it's worth it anymore. and hold you in my AUTHORITY FIGURE
arms. i just wanted to hold you in my arms. my life. you electrify my life. lets FAMILY
conspire to re-ignite all the souls that would die just to feel alive. but i'll never FIANCÉ
let you go if you promise not to fade away. never fade away. our hopes and SPOUSE
expectations. black holes and revelations. our hopes and expectations. black MUTUALRESPECT
holes and revelations. hold you in my arms. i just wanted to hold you in my RESPECTFORME
arms. far away. the ship is taking me far away. far away from my memories RESPECTFORYOU
of the people who care if i live or die. i'll never let you go if you promise not GOODINFLUENCE
to fade away. never fade away. our hopes and expectations. black holes and BADINFLUENCE
revelations. yeah. our hopes and expectations. black holes and revelations. PROTECTIVEOVERYOU
hold you in my arms. i just wanted to hold you in my arms. i just wanted to PROTECTIVEOVERME
hold. far away. the ship is taking me far away. far away from my memories MUTUALPROTECTION
of the people who care if i live or die. starlight. i will be chasing your starlight ROOMMATE
until the end of my life. i don't know if it's worth it anymore. and hold you in CLASSMATE
my arms. i just wanted to hold you in my arms. my life. you electrify my life. MENTOR
lets conspire to re-ignite all the souls that would die just to feel alive. but i'll HERO[/size][/ul]

w o r t h it anymore.
'i gave up caring years ago because idiots like you kept trying to make me feel even worse about myself than i already did.'

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this was made by me, zozzii of white pages [ or zoeXO of CAUTION! ], so if i catch you
stealing this i may just end up having to eat you and your chances of having kids will be
decreased significantly . lyrics used were ‘supermassive black hole’, ‘hysteria’, ‘time is
running out’ and ‘starlight’, all by muse, who are awesome no matter what anyone says.
and yes, i do mean you, josh. if you wish to be awesome also, go and buy their albums, which
were out ages ago. yay. woot. lemme get a few things straight. first off; i post in yours, you
post in mine. simple as. anywhere gets you no where, and quote my post for the colours.
also, long, detailed histories are the sex. you do a long history for me, i’ll do one back.
mkaii? also, you = your character, me = my character. oh, and use common sense
please. if i’m in love with someone, then i’m hardly likely to have a crush
on your character. ta taaa xoxo

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example.

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&
effy.
three hundred. fucked up. vampire.

baby i'm a fool for you. you're the queen of the superficial and how long before OTHERHALF
i want it now, i want it now. give me your heart and your soul and i'm breaking DISTRUST
life out of me. bury it. i won't let you bury it. i won't let you smother it. i won't FLEETINGGLANCES
to fade away. never fade away. our hopes and expectations. black holes and BADINFLUENCE

effy • “is this an example?”
alex • “shut the fuck up.”

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[size=1]you • “first person, past tense”
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[alexandra harlett]

s e n s e of elation.
'you're just an arrogant ass.'

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